Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Childish


Childish story, childish play
Childish way to spend the day.
Childish love, childish song
Childish heart to skip along.


Childish joy, childish dream
Childish care for everything.
Childish fort, childish game,
Childish wonder all the same.

Childish life, childish smile,
Childish will to stay awhile.
Childish awe, childish truth
Childish innocence during youth.

Childish hurt, childish pain,
Childish knowledge to be gained.
Childish growth, childish gone,
Childish reality to move on.

Childish thought, childish aide,
Childish memories start to fade.
Childish book, childish hop,
Childish loyalty begins to stop.

Childish mind, childish halt,
Childish wonder is now adult.
Childish hug, childish friend,
Childish aliveness has an end.

Childish fame, childish learn,
Childish hope for youth’s return.
Childish fret, childish name,
Childish infancy never the same.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Sunrise


I stand here, on the edge of it all, waiting for the sun to rise. It is a renewing sun that calms my soul and soothes my heart. If I can but make it through the starless night and experience the glorious sun, then I know I will be alright. Dawn brings new hope and love. It brings endless possibilities. It heals the pain and washes away the dirt. The sunrise is a new beginning from the long, dark night. The heat warms my skin and it glows in a rich orange color. The wind blows fresh in my face and smells sweet. Birds sing and welcome the new day. And for the first time since the sunset, I can breathe deeply. The air refreshes my body and mind. The warmth of the beautiful morning thaws the cold shell I had developed during the moonless night. Dawn is God's way of rewarding those who have survived the night's hardships. It is his way of saying, "Good morning.", "Well done", and "I love you." And it is that which keeps me pursuing through the night. No matter how dark, or how scary, or how long the night seems, dawn will always come. And the renewing breath of God will blow through my hair and his light will shine on my face. It is moments like those, moments of pure relief, that is what I long for.

Monday, May 11, 2009

3 of Each



3 Seconds of anxiety
3 Minutes of relief
3 Hours of regret
filled with a little respect

3 Days of anguish
3 Weeks of pride
3 Months of longing
And dealing with the wronging

3 Years of choices
3 Decades of happiness
3 Centuries of love
Given to us from above

Add these threes together
And what do you get forever?

One life, with only one story
One person, who's living in a hurry

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

The Rose Bearer


She brought red roses to his grave everyday at the same time. The grounds keeper would welcome her, always with a warm smile. She would smile sweetly, but her lips held no happiness. She was too consumed in her grief to be happy. She walked solemnly alone. Always alone. No one ever accompanied her on her lonesome journey. Surely a lady as beautiful as she, had suitors. Perhaps she did not want a suitor. No matter what the reason, she was alone. Save for the grounds keeper who listened and watched from the shadows. The beautiful lady with her covered face knew he listened and she allowed him to. As he would pass by, the grounds keeper would hear her hum her daily prayer as she would delicately place the roses on the grave stone. Her prayer was full of tenderness.


"Flowers do blossom,

As you used to do.

Yet they must move on,

and died with you too.

Holy are roses,

laid on your grave

To give back the beauty

That you yourself gave.

Here I do stand,

roses in hand,

To mourn of your passing

but celebrate life of laughing

Rest well, you honorable soul,

until tomorrow, when I shall again console."


Thus the prayer went, day in and day out. No matter what the weather, no matter what the day, the shrouded woman would return with her roses to sing her sweet hymn. The grounds keeper grew to admire the lovely lady. He knew not who she was, nor did he care. She would return each day, and he would watch and listen until she left. When she would leave, she would go as quietly as she had come. Stopping only to smile at the grounds keeper. Then she would disappear around the corner of the cemetery, only to return tomorrow.


One wintry morning in the midst of November, she came as she had for so many years. She brought the roses and sang her hymn. All was as normal, until she left. What had overcome her, he could not guess. But the grounds keeper listened as she spoke her final words. She looked at him with sorrowful eyes and in a gracious voice spoke the words he would never forget.


"Thank you , dear grounds keeper. Always so kind. Remember, your devotion is never far from my mind."


And with that she left. The grounds keeper pondered these words all day long. They kept him awake that night as he considered their meaning. The next day, he waited anxiously for the beautiful woman, but she never came. Never had she missed a day, never had she been tardy. Something had changed, and the beautiful lady never brought the roses. This disturbed the man greatly. What had happened? He could only too well guess. Several days later, the grounds keeper visited the grave the woman had so often visited. The grave stone was worn, but the words were still clear.


Here lies Jon

Brother. Son. Husband.


The words were simple, but made the keeper cry. It was only then he noticed the new grave stone standing next to this man's grave. The stone read in newly carved letters,


Here is Clair

Wife, ever so fair.


The keeper knew too well who she could be. It was the beautiful woman with the roses. He cried for her and her lost lover. He cried for her loneliness and for her pain. The next day, the grounds keeper returned to the graves, their captives now united forever. He brought with him roses for each grave. He came at the same hour of the morning as the woman had so often done. Then he began to hum, and in his husky voice, recited the well known words.


"Flowers do blossom

As you used to do.

Yet they must move on,

and died with you too...."


And he continued, singing for this Jon and Clair, the song that had been sung so many times. He returned everyday with the flowers to sing, until he himself joined them in eternity.


To this very day, at those very same graves, everyday at precisely nine o'clock in the morning, someone still brings flowers, though the keeper died centuries ago. And when the roses appear, a light breeze blows through the cemetery. And on that breeze, the hymn is still sung through the trees. Though no one knows who, or how these roses appear, they do. And it is a mystery no one wishes to unravel.